Real Emotions, 1000 words, Kimi Em, Endless Love, Endless Road - Japanese Final Fantasy
Here is the second last before Kiss Me Goodbye. Honestly I do not really like it but I like the music video. Fantastic! However for the 1000 words and KIMI E (To you), they are really sad songs..that can bring your tears....
--------------- Real Emotions Lyrics
What can i do for you
What can i do for you (yeah, heh) What can i do for you (alright) What can i do for you I can hear you What can i do for you (oh ohh) What can i do for you (ooh baby) What can i do for you
あの日ココロの彼方に 描いてた場所にいる Ano hi kokoro no kanata ni egaiteta basho ni iru 途方に暮れでたりする けれどもう戻れない Tohou ni kuretetari suru keredo mou modorenai
夢に見たカタチとは Yume ni mita katachi to wa なにもかもが違う Nanimokamo ga chigau 現実には…眩暈さえする Genjitsu ni wa... memai sae suru
リアルな世界に揺れてる感情 Riaru na sekai ni yureteru kanjyou 負けたくない Maketakunai もうただ走るしかないこの胸に Mou tada hashiru shikanai kono mune ni 聞こえてくる Kikoetekuru キミは一人じゃない Kimi wa hitori jyanai
What can I do for you What can I do for you What can I do for you I can hear you What can I do for you What can I do for you What can I do for you
決して振り向きはしない あなたには頼らない Kesshite furimuki wa shinai anata ni wa toyoranai なにかがあれば必ず すぐに来てくれるから Nanika ga areba kanarazu suguni kite kureru kara
いまぼくにできること Ima boku ni dekiru koto それは信じること… Sore wa shinjiru koto... 真実なら この胸にある Shinjitsu nara kono mune ni aru
リアルな世界に揺れてる感情 Riaru na sekai ni yureteru kanjyou 支えるのは Sasaeru no wa そうあなたが教えてくれたすべて Sou anata ga oshietekureta subete いまの私 Ima no watashi だから、一人じゃない Daraka, hitori jyanai
What can I do for you What can I do for you
What can I do for you What can I do for you What what what What can I do for you What can I do for you
I can hear you
リアルな世界に揺れてる感情 Riaru na sekai ni yureteru kanjyou リアルな世界に揺れてる感情 感じても Kanjitemo あなたが目を閉じたならそこにいる Anata ga me o tojita nara soko ni iru 絆がある Kizuna ga aru だから、一人じゃない Dakara, hitori jyanai
リアルな世界に揺れてる感情 Riaru na sekai ni yureteru kanjyou 負けたくない Maketakunai もうただ走るしかないこの胸に Mou tada hashiru shikanai kono mune ni 聞こえてくる Kikoete kuru キミは一人じゃない Kimi wa hitori jyanai
What can i do for you (yeah, heh) What can i do for you (alright) What can i do for you I can hear you What can i do for you (oh ohh) What can i do for you (ooh baby) What can i do for you (yeah, heh)
I can hear you
I can hear you!
=============================================== 1000 Words Lyrics
君の言葉は Kimi no kotoba wa 夢の優しさかな? Yume no yasashisa kana? ウソを全部 USO wo zenbu 覆い隠してる Oikakushiteru ズルイよね ZURUI yo ne
旅立つ君に Tabidatsu kimi ni 冷たい背中見せて Sametai senaka misete 聞いていたよ Kiiteita yo ひとり戦うの? Hitori tatakau no? ズルイよね ZURUI yo ne
「帰ってくるから」 "Kaettekuru kara" 追い越してゆく君の声 Oikoshiteyuku kimi no koe 意地張って Iji hatte 強いフリ Tsuyoi FURI 時を戻して Toki wo modoshite 叫べば良かった? Sakebeba yokatta? 行かないでと涙こぼしたら? Ikanai de to namida koboshitara? 今はできる ma wa dekiru どんなことも Donna koto mo
言えなかった Ienakatta 1000の言葉を 1000 no kotoba wo 遙かな Haruka na 君の背中におくるよ Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo 翼に変えて Tsubasa ni kaete
言えなかった Ienakatta 1000の言葉を 1000 no kotoba wo 傷ついた Kizutsuita 君の背中に寄り添い kimi no senaka ni yorisoi 抱きしめる dakishimeru
夢の続きは Yume no tsuduki wa 君を思いながら Kimi wo omoinagara あの日のこと Ano hi no koto 忘れたふりして Wasureta furishite ズルイよね ZURUI yo ne
「手紙を書くから」 "Tegami wo kaku kara" 視線そらした君の声 Shisen sorashita kimi no koe 意地張って iji hatte 強いフリ Tsuyoi FURI 時を戻して Toki wo modoshite 怒れば良かった? Okoreba yokatta? 待てないよと肩を落としたら? Matenai yo to kata wo otoshitara? 今はできる Ima wa dekiru どんなことも Donna koto mo
聞こえてる? Kikoeteru? 1000の言葉を 1000 no kotoba wo 見えない Mienai 君の背中におくるよ Kimi no senaka ni okuru yo 翼に変えて Tsubasa ni kaete
聞こえてる? Kikoeteru? 1000の言葉を 1000 no kotoba wo つかれた tsukareta 君の背中に寄り添い kimi no senaka ni yorisoi 抱きしめる dakishimeru
言えなかった Ienakatta 1000の言葉を 1000 no kotoba wo Lalalala... 君の背中におくるよ kimi no senaka ni okuruyo 翼に変えて Tsubasa ni kaete
聞こえてる? kikoeteru 1000の言葉を 1000 no kotoba wo Lalalala...
君の背中に寄り添い kimi no senaka ni yorisoi Lalalalala....
English
are those words of yours just a kindness of the dream? it even conceal all the lies it's unfair
giving you the cold back to the departing you I was listening you're fighting alone? it's unfair
"I'll return home" your voice bypasses me I was stubborn and acted all tough as I turn back time should I have called you? what if I shed tears asking you not to go? I can finally do anything now
I couldn't say those 1000 words I'll send them to your distant back as wings
those 1000 words I couldn't say will lean against your injured back and embrace you
the dream continues as I think of you pretending to forget about those days it's unfair
"I'll write you a letter" your voice seems to look away I was stubborn and acted all tough as I turn back time should I have gotten upset at you? what if I dropped my shoulders telling you I couldn't wait? I can finally do anything now
can you hear it? those 1000 words I'll send them to your unseen back as wings
can you hear it? those 1000 words will lean against your tired back and embrace you
those 1000 words I couldn't say lalalala... I'll send them to your back as wings
can you hear it? those 1000 words lalalala... they'll lean against your back lalalalala...
English Song (1000 words)
I know that you're hiding things Using gentle words to shelter me Your words were like a dream But dreams could never fool me Not that easily
I acted so distant then Didn't say goodbye before you left But I was listening You fight your battles far from me Far too easily
"Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back" I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door And still I swore To hide the pain, when I turn back the pages Shouting might have been the answer What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to part? But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart
'Cause a thousand words Call out through the ages They'll fly to you Even though I can't see I know they're reaching you, suspended on silver wings
Oh, a thousand words A thousand embraces Will cradle you Making all of your weary days seem far away They'll hold you forever
Oh, a thousand words (A thousand words) Have never been spoken (Oh, yeah) They'll fly to you They'll carry you home (Carry you home) and back into my arms Suspended on silver wings (On silver wings)
And a thousand words (Oh) Call out through the ages (Call through the ages) They'll cradle you (Oh, yeah) Turning all of the lonely years to only days (Only days) They'll hold you forever
Oh, a thousand words
Japanese song
English Song (Long version)
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KIMI E (Japanese)
吐息思わせる雨音につつまれて Toiki omowaseru amaoto ni tsutsumarete 言葉は無力と気がついてる Kotoba wa muryoku to ki ga tsuiteru
伝わるのはひとつだけ Tsutawaru no wa hitotsu dake そう、冷めた頬に てのひらで触れて感じる Sou, sameta hoho ni te no hira de furete kanjiru
はかないぬくもりで ふたりの隙間を埋めて Hakanai nukumori de futari no sukima o umete 鼓動を響かせて この時をわかちあえるから Kodou o hibikasete kono toki o wakachiaeru kara 瞳閉じて Hitomi tojite
君と歩く午後 訳もなくふと思う Kimi to aruku gogo wake mo naku futo omou やがてこの日々は終わるのかも・・・ Yagate kono hibi wa owaru no ka mo...
予感の声 聞くよりも Yokan no koe kiku yori mo そう、 笑みを交わし てのひらを重ね信じる Sou, emi o kawashi te no hira o kasane shinjiru
ささやかなぬくもりで ふたりの絆つないで Sasayaka na nukumori de futari no kizuna tsunaide 命を 奏でて愛しさを燃やして Inochi o kanadete itoshisa o moyashite この瞬間を染めて kono shunkan wo somete
何もかもうつろう世界 Nani mo ka mo utsurou sekai 時を止めたいと願う夢消えても Toki o tometai to negau yume kiete mo いま君と生きてくひとときは Ima kimi to ikiteku hitotoki wa 夢じゃないから・・・ Yume ja nai kara...
はかないぬくもりが はるかに離れたとしても Hakanai nukumori ga haruka ni hanareta to shite mo 魂ふるえた瞬間の想い宿して明日へ Tamashii furueta shunkan omoi yadoshite ashita e なつかしいてのひらを わたしは忘れないから Natsukashii te no hira o watashi wa wasurenai kara 君へとたどりつき めぐりあう・・・かならず Kimi e tadori tsuki meguriau...kanarazu 暗闇さえも越えて Kurayami sae mo koete
English
Enveloped in the sound of rain, so like a sigh I realize that words are powerless
Only one thing comes across Yes, I feel it--touching your palms to my cold cheeks
Bury the gap between us with fleeting warmth Our pulses ring out--we can share this time between us Closing our eyes
Suddenly, for no reason, I think of afternoons walking with you These days might finally be over...
More than hearing a voice of forboding Yes--exchanging smiles, holding hands and believing
Forge a bond between us with the slightest warmth Bringing life alive--setting our affection ablaze Tinting this moment
A world where everything fades away Even if our dreams of praying to stop time were to disappear At least this moment now, living with you Isn't a dream...
This fleeting warmth--even if we are far apart Keeping in mind the moment our spirits quivered, then on to tomorrow I won't forget your dear familiar palms I'll reach you, meet up with you...for sure Even crossing over the darkness
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Endless Love Endless Road.
Lyrics
光の朝 希望の香りが Hikarinoasa kiboo no kaoriga あふれながら 横顔染めている Afurenagara yokoga o someteiru
握りしめた ゆびさき離さず Nigirishimeta yubisakihahasazu 未来のドア ふたりで開けてゆこう Mirai no doa futarida akete yukoo
しあわせの鐘の音が 空に響く Shiawase no kane no nega soranihibiku 舞い降りた 天使たち ウタを歌う Maiorita tenshitachi uta o utau
Here is the part 2 - Final Fantasy's Melodies of Life
Lyrics
(Japanese)
宛てもなく彷徨っていた Ate mo naku samayotte ita 手がかりもなく探しつづけた Tegakari mo naku sagashi tsuzuketa あなたがくれた想い出を Anata ga kureta omoide o 心を癒す詩にして Kokoro o iyasu uta ni shite
約束もすることもなく Yakusoku mo suru koto mo naku 交わす言葉も決めたりもせず Kawasu kotoba mo kimetari mo sezu 抱きしめそして確かめた Dakishime soshite tashikameta 日々は二度と帰らぬ Hibi wa nido to kaeranu
記憶の中の手を振るあなたは Kioku no naka no te o furu anata wa わたしの名を呼ぶことが出来るの Watashi no na o yobu koto ga dekiru no
あふれるその涙を Afureru sono namida o 輝く勇気にかえて Kagayaku yuuki ni kaete いのちはつづく Inochi wa tsuzuku 夜を越え Yoru o koe 疑うことのない明日へとつづく Utagau koto no nai ashita e to tsuzuku
飛ぶ鳥の向こうの空へ Tobu tori no mukou no sora e いくつの記憶預けただろう Ikutsu no kioku azuketa darou 儚い希望も夢も Hakanai kibou mo yume mo 届かぬ場所に忘れて Todokanu basho ni wasurete
めぐり逢うのは偶然と言えるの Meguriau no wa guuzen to ieru no 別れる時が必ず来るのに Wakareru toki ga kanarazu kuru no ni
消えゆく運命でも Kieyuku unmei demo 君が生きている限り Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri いのちはつづく Inochi wa tsuzuku 永遠に Eien ni その力の限りどこまでも Sono chikara no kagiri doko made mo
わたしが死のうとも Watashi ga shinou tomo 君が生きている限り Kimi ga ikite iru kagiri いのちはつづく Inochi wa tsuzuku 永遠に Eien ni その力の限りどこまでもつづく Sono chikara no kagiri doko made mo tsuzuku
(English)
I was wandering without a destination I continued to search without any clues Making the memories you gave to me into a song to heal my heart
The days when, without making any promises, without exchanging words or consciously deciding, you embraced me and sought me out; those days will never return
The you who touches my hand within my memories can still call out my name
Change those flowing tears into shining courage Life goes on, continuing beyond the night into a tomorrow which has never been doubted.
I wonder how many memories have been left to the sky beyond the flying birds while forgetting even fleeting hopes and dreams in an unreachable place
How can you say that happening upon each other was a coincidence, even when the time for us to part will surely come?
Even though I am fated to fade away, as long as you are alive life will go on for eternity; all the way to the limits of that strength.
Even if I were to die, as long as you are alive, life will go on for eternity; all the way to the limits of that strength
I am always crazy over Final Fantasy since I was in Secondary school !!! Part 1/3
I stumbled across the music videos from YouTubes and decide to embed some music videos for your listening pleasure. I am a big fan of Final Fantasy.
Eyes on Me
Lyrics
Whenever sang my songs On the stage, on my own Whenever said my words Wishing they would be heard I saw you smiling at me Was it real or just my fantasy? You'd always be there in the corner Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you Same old songs, just once more My last night here with you? Maybe yes, maybe no I kind of liked it your way How you shyly placed your eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you?
Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you Close as I want to be Close enough for me To feel your heart beating fast And stay there as I whisper How I love your peaceful eyes on me Did you ever know That I had mine on you?
Darling, so share with me Your love if you have enough Your tears if you're holding back Or pain if that's what it is How can I let you know I'm more than the dress and the voice Just reach me out then You will know that you're not dreaming
Darling, so there you are With that look on your face As if you're never hurt As if you're never down Shall I be the one for you Who pinches you softly but sure If frown is shown then I will know that you are no dreamer
Wow, it has been ages that i have not written any blog. Phew..anyway, for past few weeks, I was so busy that i virtually came home late every night. Last week, I was featured in "My Special Journey" that spined tales about the lives and struggles of the handicapped people. I have my own share of my struggle too.
For the following week, I guess that I am also busy...
Oh..it is time for go back to Nihongo revision....
- Je t’aime je t’aime Oh oui je t’aime - Moi non plus - Oh mon amour - Comme la vague irrésolue Je vais, je vais et je viens Entre tes reins Je vais et je viens Entre tes reins Et je me retiens
- Je t’aime je t’aime Oh oui je t’aime - Moi non plus - Oh mon amour Tu es la vague, moi l’île nue Tu vas, tu vas et tu viens Entre mes reins Tu vas et tu viens Entre mes reins Et je te rejoins
- Je t’aime je t’aime Oh oui je t’aime - Moi non plus - Oh mon amour - L’amour physique est sans issue Je vais je vais et je viens Entre tes reins Je vais et je viens Je me retiens - Non ! maintenant viens...
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I love you I love you Oh yes I love you Nor do I Oh my love Like the wave Irresolute I go I go and I come Inside you my love I go and
I come Inside you my love And then I hold on
I love you I love you Oh Yes I love you Nor do I You are the wave And I the naked island
You go you go and you come you go and
you come inside me my love and then we are one
I love you I love you Oh yes I love you
Nor do I Oh my love Like the wave irresolute I go i go and I come Inside you my love I go and
I come Inside you my love And then I hold on (orgasms)
I love I love you my love
Inside me my love I love you my love
Deep inside me my love And then we are one
I love you I love you Oh yes I love Nor do I Oh my love Physical love is a dead end* I go I go and I come Inside you my love I go and I come And I hold on Now...come (orgasms again)
It was my first time in my life to accompany my mom to the operating theatre. It was like going back many years ago when I had a hernia operation when I was wheeled to the operating theatre at SGH. I could remember vividly that 20 odd years ago, the only person who followed me to the operating theatre was my mom. Her warm smile was just sufficient to warm my soul before I was wheeled into the operating theatre. Imagine urself lying on the hard metallic operating table alone and staring at the cold ceiling with fluroscent lights wheeling past your eyes. It could be an eerie and scary moment.
It was like a flashback to that day and now by the side of my mother, it was her gay son who accompanied her to the theatre. At least it was comforting to her that she was not alone in this world. With my warm smile and my hand on her clasped hands, it was even more comforting to her.
Finally, she was wheeled into the theatre while chanting her prayer. I waved her "Don't Worry Mum. I will be here for you always."
I was jolted back to the reality by a hard slap on my cheek. "Are you all right?", a nurse asked me. As I tried to get up, an acute pain was felt in lower right abdomen and I could not raise my body any further. "You cannot get up. You've to lie down.", a nurse told me. I realised that I was in a recovery unit when I was 6 years old. I looked around in a recovery unit. I saw a young boy whom I could remember vaguely that he also went for hernia operation. He had already woken up. It was like 2 lying persons staring into the space with no words. Finally, 2 staff came in and pushed my stretcher out of the operating theatre. At that time, I was groggy from anesthesia and my vision still blurred. I looked at that boy once more time and my last glimpse at him was my last farewell and good-luck look to him. Out of the theatre, a familiar figure appeared on my side and that was my mom again, walking along side with me.
After 17:53hrs, I was waiting impatiently outside the theatre. I repeatedly asked the staff nurse where my mom was. I was so apprehensive that I paced up and down non-stop while the clock mercilessly ticked away. As I walked past the door, I heard the door rumbling loudly and saw 2 nurses pushing the bed out of the ward. I scrutinised at the patient and she looked so pale. That was my mom with so many tubes emanating from her neck. At that time, her eyes were closed and I looked at my mom once more time. Her neck was swollen and my heart ached for her. She has suffered so much in her life and yet she retained full of life, dignity and charisma. Then i enquired the staff nurse about her health. She was doing well and my mom was finally awakened by my voice. She finally saw me and smiled. I know it was comforting to her that I am always there for her in times of her needs.
Sometimes I ponder in life, it is strange. One person did so much for you before and many years later, you will eventually do the same thing for that person without any questions, perhaps doing exactly the same thing as he or she did to you before.
Sometimes I think to myself, our steadfast and unconditional love between my mom and I, will never be diluted with time, unlike the momemtary or fleeting gay love which will probably fade within a few years or even few weeks passing by.
So now, the question to me is that it is a possibility to have a true love that exists among the gay couples who would be there for each other. It is not like sending an email to you saying that "Hey, I like your profile and I would like to be your boyfriend or date if you don't mind." Sometimes, when I received this kind of email, I honestly am pissed off by this thoughtless and brazen email that really speaks volume of one's character. From this email, one could tell that that person was really desperate for love that nourished his needs and a temporary relief for his loneliess. But he failed to see in a long term that what he perceived as a love would eventually dry up. Thus, the cycle of new love, sex, betrayal and break-up will still go on and we will never be free of this vicious cycle. It will go on and on. I believe that love is not something that come out of the blue but it is something that comes naturally. What is meant to be yours will be yours and we do not have chase love. For me, as my friend advises me, "Let Love finds me eventually." , I believe it is all pre-destined.
[Infinite Love] is a weapon of matchless potency. It is the "summum bonum" of Life. It is an attribute of the brave, in fact it is their all. It does not come within the reach of the coward. It is no wooden or lifeless dogma but a living and life-giving force. It is the special attribute of the heart.
